I just want to dance.

I am really really addicted to all this KPOP thing. Maybe because.. I just like them? No. Also because they HAD what I want.

I am a Junior high student. I'm gonna pick what course should I take for my college degree. It will be my guide for a better future. But as I think of the things that I want to do.. or I need to do, I felt so unsure. I've never been so much confuse in my whole life. I know that I should think wisely, and choose what my heart and mind is telling..

But I just can't.

When I just a child, or I say, up until now, I always tell myself that i should choose a course in which I can earn money easier when I take a job. Ofcourse, for me to have a better life. But, would I be happy? If I choose something that I'll just force myself to do it, would I be happy? No.

Mom told me that whatever path I take, she'll support me. Just make sure that the path I'm taking is where I really wanna be.

What I really wanna do? DANCING.

Yes, dancing is really my "thing". That's the only talent that I can really really say that I'm really good at and I'm proud of. People always praise me for doing this.. and I can't do nothing but to be proud of myself. I want to dance now, in the future,.. forever.

But how? How can I achieve what I REALLY want? The thing that will surely make me happy, is very... unsure. No proof if I'll earn money, or if I will have a good job.

But I just want to dance..

Now, I see the reason why I love KPOP so much. Because it inspires me to continue what I want to do at the first place and to not lose hope.. Because if they did, I know in myself that i can also do it.

To be a famous dancer and artist, indeed.