I can see that there's still a *sparkle*

While waiting for my service to pick us, I saw him and his comrades doing the campaign. Droping a smile and shakehands to the people around.. wishing if you can also give me one. When I saw you coming nearer in where I'm standing, I hesitated and walked away. So that we would not meet each other's eyes..

Tired of waiting to my school service, me and my friends sat down at the bench. My eyes landed on the group of people standing at the school beside our school. There they are. Campaigning. When almost all the students in that school got out, and we're still waiting, and they started to walk. Shockingly, I saw him coming nearer to me again.. my heart started to beat very fast. The feeling that I never felt almost 7 months ago.. the feeling in which I cried a lot and beg to just come off. I stared at Christine, asking for help.. what will I do?! He's coming to me. He's smiling! I think he will talk to me or what !

And then he did. He said...

"Ano na Bee? :)" I'm not exactly sure with that words.. I'm still in the state of shock. And I'm focusing in his face.. cherishing the moment until it lasts..

I just smiled. A smile without bitterness at all.

Then I put hands up asking for a handshake, then we did. A VERY TIGHT one...

Before he came to me, he was smiling while walking.. He's staring at me.. the smile. The smile which I crave for almost 7 months. The smile that made my heart melt... The smile that made my heart pound and hesitate.. am I really over him? ... or I am just fooling myself that I already let go of him?

we were almost there... what happened?